Bye Guys. 

Sorry for literally no notice, friends. but I'm gone. I've dealt with bullies, haters, and I can't stay here now that even my friends are against me. I'm sorry for everyone who has been kind to me. I truly wish to keep talking, and i'll probably message you all individually. but a message to those who have hurt me.
I WON'T APOLOGISE FOR BEING ME.
What I will apologize for is how I decided to not stay honest through this whole thing. Well here's the truth. 

A-

I get we've never been close, even if neither of us say it. I honestly think you'll be the easiest to let go of because you were never as close to me as either of us acted like we were. We don't have anything in common, and I can't feel sorry for letting you go. I've made a handful of friends like you, and ironically I never stayed friends with them. I kinda saw this coming anyways. So, good bye. 

B-

I hurt, a lot. And yeah, I may say good bye but you know that it's not forever. It's been 17 years and about 11 months that we've been together. Your first laugh, your first steps, hell, even your first kiss. I was there for you. I've been there for you, even putting my life on hold until you could fly. I have literally sacrificed my own happiness, my own tears, every aspect of life. I fed you, watched you, helped you grow and strived every day to make you happier. Or at most to make you smile through the tears running down your face. You're depressed? So what. I TRIED TO HELP. I TRIED TO BE THE ONE WHO STOOD FOR YOU. 
..............................................................................................................................................................................I have one off day. One day to your 600+ days. One day where I couldn't stand anymore. One where I HAD TO LIVE FOR ME. And I'm punished. My reason for living and smiling, gone. And I didn't even have YOU to talk to. Well, okay. message delivered. I'm gone. I'm not your backbone. I'm not even me anymore. And I know you'll think this is a guilt trip, so let me clarify. This is a girl, in pain, trying to let go of the knife before it's against her wrist. I hope you do the same when I can't be there to pull it away for you. So... i hesitate but this is it...............

Good Bye.